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Tuesday, May 26, 2020

Virginia's Life: Springtime & Quarantine Edition



Welcome to Virginia's Life: Springtime & Quarantine edition!

It's been six months since I posted here, so it's time for an update! We've been in coronavirus-lockdown-of-sorts for over two months now. What does that look like for me?

The main thing is that I am working from home (WFH) for the foreseeable future. My employer sent us all home with laptops and headsets. We don't have a definitive word on when my department (crisis hotline) is going back to the office, but I suspect it won't be anytime soon. I don't miss the hour long round trip commute, I like working at home, and it's not so bad with teenagers who respect the need for privacy and quiet. 

My desk with snack rack to the right

I miss seeing my adult children and my grandchildren as often. We did a drive-up-and-stand-on-the-sidewalk greeting when my second daughter turned 31 in April and some of us have cautiously seen each other at various other points in time. Easter was really quiet with only my three teens who still live here, as well as their father, who lives nearby and came over to the house to join us for the meal. (He kindly planted the hibiscus bush that you see at the top of this post.) Our family also keeps in touch and sends photos via a group thread in the Messenger app. One of my sons joined the Navy in February, survived quarantine in boot camp, and is in another training school for the next year. We're glad that he could rejoin the family conversations once they returned his phone!

All ten kids together before one brother left for bootcamp!



For my Mother's Day present, my sweet kids hired Daniel Morris, a violinist in California, to do a splendid virtual serenade concert for me. I especially love his rendition of Andra Day's "Rise Up" and I've been playing the recording frequently! It's also such a cool way for him to support his family during quarantine! Check out his page (clink on his name above) to listen to his beautiful music, leave a tip, or hire him for an online gig! A YouTube of Andra Day's vocal version is at the end of this post.

I am also super proud of two of my daughters who were featured on the news recently - one as a hospital cardiovascular PCU RN and the other for fundraising and delivering meals to nurses in her sister's unit and what was then the COVID-only floor where her sister-in-law is a nurse. Watch it here! Sister's Project Helps Siblings, Nurses Care for OtheSister's Project Helps Siblings, Nurses Care for Others er's Project Helps Siblings, Nurses Care for Others



Besides my family, the other thing I really miss is in-person church services. Our congregation, Church of the Incarnation, started out with live-streaming on Sunday mornings (with just several people in the chapel to run the show), but then switched to pre-recording on Fridays. Though we could officially start in person services, we are holding off and don't have a return date set yet. I have been able to take part in two of the recordings as the Scripture reader. Here is the Facebook video link for April 26, with my part starting at the 9 1/2 minute mark. I will be even more involved in services in whatever format) all summer since I am interning at the church for my Mentored Ministry class at Asbury Seminary.  A team of 14 from our church was scheduled to go on a "listen & learn" mission trip to Honduras for a week in July, but that got cancelled because of the virus, so we're especially having to improvise to replace those internship hours I would have accumulated there. My pastor and I have brainstormed about expanding our use of virtual & digital ministry. We are already using Zoom for weekly prayer and Bible study meetings, but we are evaluating the opportunities for more online liturgy, mentoring, encouragement, and congregational care.

Zoom Bible study! I'll be leading one on Philippians soon!

I have been practicing for all of this by making some quarantine-care videos which you can see on one of my other blogs here:
As for shopping, for groceries I am mostly using Walmart's online ordering with curbside pickups once or twice a week. This usually works well, but my last try was a 70 minute wait even after they said my order was ready. I also put on my mask (which a sweet friend made for me) and venture into Aldi for a quick socially-distanced grocery trip every few weeks.  I order frequently from Amazon Prime, like my favorite lemon protein bars, toiletries, tripod and mic for video making, printer ink, and curtains and decor lights for my daughter's newly reorganized bedroom. I got the Prime service for six months free as a student, and now pay only half price for it. I also order Kindle books for seminary and for personal reading. Why Kindle? Lots of reasons! Saves space, immediate delivery, no paper or packaging, adjust font size for my eyes, color-coded highlights, search function, copy & paste with citations, and read anywhere on phone or laptop or tablet!

  
Speaking of school, this semester I had two classes which were mostly online with just five full days in a real classroom: Practical Theology and The Theology and Practice of Equipping the Laity. I had originally signed up for  different ones but due to a cancellation, I reworked my whole plan to ensure that I can get my required Ministry major courses as soon as possible and leave the electives for later. The two courses I chose both met for the hybrid classroom sessions at the Kentucky campus during the first week in March. I found a beautiful room to rent in a vintage home a few blocks from campus, and it was like taking a personal retreat. I even got to visit for a few hours with a beloved aunt who lives a few hours from there. I thoroughly enjoyed the whole experience despite a bit of emotional overwhelm on one of the days. One interesting realization is that all of the campuses were shut down just a week after I got home; if I had taken the original courses, I would have missed out on the classroom portion since they were scheduled later in the semester. I am so very grateful the way it turned out for me. I just finished my second year there, still with a 4.0 GPA, and I only have one year left if I can hold the pace!





Beautiful campus!


Calligraphy notes for my classmates


Leaving the building after evening chapel feeling bittersweet,
suddenly captivated by this reflection in the glass doors.
"Strength for today, bright hope for tomorrow."

My sister arrived from Maryland the day after I got home. She rarely travels or even leaves her home due to her disabilities. We spent a long-anticipated day at EPCOT's Flower and Garden Festival and a night in a Disney hotel just a couple days before they shut down all of the Orlando theme parks. We also enjoyed visiting with my six grandchildren, most of whom she hadn't met yet, just before quarantine started.



The only cultural outing I've had recently was going to Leu Gardens with my youngest daughter. Just what my soul needed! We had masks with us but didn't need them because everyone was spread so far apart.
 

Other than that, I've just kept busy in my house, organizing My Blue Haven (my bedroom), cleaning up other messy areas, and decorating my foyer for summer with Americana.



I also created a prayer reminder, adapting the concept of the Anglican prayer beads. I knew I needed actual words to prompt my prayers, so I bought alphabet beads at Walmart, arranged them into words on my blue table, and put them together into a long strand. Later, I bought more beads and restrung them into two strands. There is nothing magical or even mystical about my prayer beads. They are just a tangible and creative reminder of what is important enough to me to pray about. It's another way for me to turn my heart toward God.


This strand is for worship, confession, and communing with God,
and the next one is for intercession about things important to me.







Since I also love liturgical and classical prayers, I've been copying many of them into a yellow journal. I find them in the Book of Common Prayer, John Baillie's Diary of Private Prayer, Celtic Daily Prayer, A Guide to Prayer for Ministers, Field Guide to Daily Prayer, and of course the Bible (as you can see from my Romans 15:13 calligraphy earlier.) These pages seemed particularly relevant to this time of global crisis we are experiencing right now. "Give peace, O Lord, in all the world."  "Lord, keep this nation under your care." "Let your way be known upon earth, your saving health among all nations." "Let not the needy, O Lord, be forgotten, nor the hope of the poor be taken away." "Jesus help me to give myself away to others, being kind to everyone I meet." (I found the last prayer in the Lectio 365 daily prayer and Scripture app, which I highly recommend.) I also have a blue prayer journal which I use to write my own prayer-filled thoughts and reflections.

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And that's pretty much been my life these past two months of quarantine! All in all, it hasn't been too difficult for me since I enjoy being home and still have a job, but I do know that the virus and the shutdown has caused so much grief for others. My heart goes out to them. So many of the calls I get on the 211 community referral and crisis line are related to this, and it's always difficult to hear their stories. I am grateful that I can play a small part in helping them find resources to get through the crisis, and in giving them an empathetic listening ear. Though I can't pray for them audibly on the phone, I sure do it in my heart.

I also know that food pantries need donations. If there is one in your area which serves the Hispanic community, consider buying several varieties of Goya brand non-perishable foods and dropping them off! (Near downtown Orlando, the Healing Hunger Food Pantry is a joint effort of Christ the King Episcopal and Iglesia Episcopal Jesús de Nazaret. I will be working with them for part of my internship.) With quantity limits for each product for any one customer, sometimes the pantries have a hard time getting enough of what they need. So having lots of people buy a few of each is a good method for restocking their quickly emptied shelves. It's so easy to do on the Walmart grocery shopping app, and if you got a stimulus check this is one very effective way to share beyond your own household. Two of my prayer bead words are COMPASSION and COMMUNITY. This is a way to put those prayers into action.



As Andra Day sings:


You're broken down and tired of living life on a merry-go-round
And you can't find the fighter but I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
Move mountains, we gonna walk it out and move mountains
And I'll rise up, I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up, I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up, and I'll do it a thousand times again
And I'll rise up, high like the waves
I'll rise up, in spite of the ache
I'll rise up, and I'll do it a thousand times again
For you, for you, for you, for you
When the silence isn't quiet
And it feels like it's getting hard to breathe
And I know you feel like dying
But I promise we'll take the world to its feet
Move mountains, bring it to its feet, move mountains
And I'll rise up, I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up, I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up, and I'll do it a thousand times again
For you, for you, for you, for you
All we need all we need is hope
And for that we have each other
And for that we have each other
And we will rise, we will rise, we'll rise, we'll rise
I'll rise up, rise like the day
I'll rise up, in spite of the ache
I will rise a thousand times again
And we'll rise up, high like the waves
We'll rise up, in spite of the ache
We'll rise up, and we'll do it a thousand times again
For you, for you, for you, for you

(My friends, it is time to rise up for one another, in every way we can.)

Blessings to you and yours,
Virginia Knowles

"I'll rise up, rise like the day!"


OH! One last thing! This song has been such a blessing to me. We sing it at church, but I adore this version sung quarantine-style all over the United Kingdom! I've played this over and over again. What a prayer! What a benediction! Be blessed!



Friday, August 10, 2018

Simple Woman's Day Book ~ August 2018



Hello friends!

I'm back with another Simple Woman's Daybook! (Check out my first one from April and my second one from June, and my third one from July)


I'm linking this up to the TSW Daybook blog hop. Maybe you'd like to give it a try too? It's SIMPLE! I'm just following the prompts! I must confess, though, that I have rearranged the sections due to what I'm writing about and how each part connects with the others this time around.


For Today...


Looking out my window...


Looking out through the arch window in our front door, I can stand on tiptoe and see who's there after our faithful watchdog Persephone starts barking.


I am thinking...

...that it's been a long day. A really long day...

My three teens started back to school this morning. The one in the middle is starting 7th grade, and returning to public school for the first time since 2nd grade. (I've been home schooling her.) It's quite a transition for her, but she's handling it as confidently as she can! 

She didn't have to leave the house until 8:30, but she was up at 5:30 with a plate of yummy scrambled eggs for me. We took this photo around 6:30 , when her older brother and sister (a sophomore and senior) left for their bus.



I am wearing...


...a cute banana print skirt that I found at Forever 21 (Ha! I'm 54!) while school shopping with my kids last week. I've also got on a scoop neck black shirt that I bought at Walmart to wear with it. Funny thing is that two of my children used to be banana-phobic. Yes, that is a thing. It's gotten better, but they're still like, "Ewwww!"


I am thankful...



My van battery was dead when I went to drive my youngest daughter to her new bus stop. Her oldest brother drove her instead, helped me jump the van, and then picked her up at school later when she missed her bus home and I was delayed at work because my battery died again. Their dad scouted out battery deals and helped me get it replaced at AutoZone in the evening after it died the third time. I'm now good to go, and thankful for their help.

Little metaphor here: the first time I jumped it, I had a hard time determining which terminal was the positive one because I couldn't find the + sign. My son was looking from a different angle and found it tucked under the edge of a terminal. So I guess I can say I was looking for the positive - and found it with a little help and a new perspective. After that, jumping the van was easy peasy lemon squeezy.



I am creating...

...photographic memories to encourage others. 

These are from last night's "table church" - a delicious meal, Bible study, worship, prayer, and communion with friends in a home near downtown Orlando.







I am listening...


...to a song we sang at table church last night!

 


I am learning...

I am also listening to a lot of people on the phone in my job on the United Way 2-1-1 crisis and referral line. So much heartache and difficulty out there! On Tuesday, I had a class on handling suicide calls, which was the ending session of two weeks of formal 2-1-1 training. 

On Wednesday, I supplemented that by attending an 8 hour Mental Health First Aid workshop sponsored by American Foundation for Suicide Prevention and the Rollins College Psychology Department. This class was not required for me. I just want to be more equipped to temporarily assist people through crises (such as suicide contemplation, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, psychotic episodes, substance abuse emergencies) until they can get professional help. I have so much more to learn. I'm glad they provided us with a workshop book to read at home, which also has dozens of web sites for further information. These classes, originally developed in Australia, are available all over the USA and in many other countries. Check to see if there are any scheduled in your area!


Marie Dudek Brown






I am hoping...



Chihuly collection in St. Petersburg, Florida

...and actually planning to go to the Florida gulf coast for a weekend next month to see art museums, botanical gardens, and the beach. I'd love to be able to travel much farther (Europe!) to see world class museums, but I realize there is so much to see within driving distance right here in Florida. This trip, a birthday present to myself, will also commemorate some of the transitions in my life this year, including going back to work and starting seminary.

Here's my plan...


Sarasota:
St. Petersburg:


In my kitchen...

I love taking photos with light and shadow... In this one in my darkened kitchen, the pattern on the glass pie plate is projected onto the mixing bowl sitting on top of it.



Shared quote...
“I live my life in growing orbits which move out over this wondrous world, I am circling around God, around ancient towers and I have been circling for a thousand years. And I still don't know if I am an eagle or a storm or a great song.”
“She who reconciles the ill-matched threads of her life, and weaves them gratefully into a single cloth— it’s she who drives the loudmouths from the hall and clears it for a different celebration where the one guest is you. In the softness of evening it’s you she receives. You are the partner of her loneliness, the unspeaking center of her monologues. With each disclosure you encompass more and she stretches beyond what limits her, to hold you.”
Ranier Maria Rilke, Book of Hours: Love Poems to God


A moment from my day...

...sitting in my bedroom, with my daughter cross-legged on my bed, telling me about her first day of school. Despite all of the challenges and transitions, I think we're going to make it this year.



Closing notes...



This is me about 40 years ago. Times sure have changed. I didn't even imagine then that I'd have 10 teen and adult children or six grandchildren. I'm a blessed mama.

Wherever your own life is taking you, or wherever you are taking your life, I pray you will be abundantly blessed.



Post script...


If you enjoyed reading my daybook and would like to create one of your own, HERE is the link to the format, guidelines and complete list of prompts. 





Grace and peace,
Virginia Knowles

Monday, July 9, 2018

Simple Woman's Daybook - July 2018

Hello friends!

I'm back with another Simple Woman's Daybook! (Check out my first one from April and my second one from June

simple-woman-daybook-large.jpgI'm linking this up to the TSW Daybook blog hopMaybe you'd like to give it a try too? It's SIMPLE! I'm just following the prompts! I must confess, though, that I have rearranged the sections due to what I'm writing about and how each part connects with the others this time around.


For Today...

Looking out my window...




I am thinking...

Last time I mused that the summer can slip by so easily... And it has! School starts again in just a month, and I need to register my youngest daughter for 7th grade. It's going to be a big transition from home school to public school for her. But for now, the immediate need is for me to gather test scores, residency documents, and shot records. Which means she needs shots. No fun. She's getting them this week.

One of my favorite things...


Or three.


The "do more of what makes you happy" dish was a gift from one of my daughters, and looking at it makes me happy.

I bought the little blue vase on the night I realized I needed to go to seminary. It is kind of like a memorial stone for me. I chose the silk peony for it since it's my favorite flower, even though I've never grown any. I always love seeing pictures of peonies on Facebook.

All of these are on my bedside table - the first thing I see when I wake up, the last thing I see before I go to sleep.

I am wearing...

I'm wearing an soft-textured dark-colored floral pullover and a pair of loose silky black pants. I haven't changed out of my office clothes for the day since they are so comfortable! 



I also ordered a new swimsuit from Amazon, since I was having a hard time finding my size locally. It's not 100% perfect fit, but as good as I'm going to get. It's black and white, and I plan to wear a black cami under it for better coverage. I was trying it on to see if it fit, and then got a long phone call, so I had it on for quite a while. Comfortable enough!

I am thankful...


I am thankful for my new job at Heart of Florida United Way 2-1-1. I had been looking for a part-time job for a while, after over 30 year of being a (mostly) stay-at-home mom. I knew about a big job fair downtown, but that morning was super busy and I was taking my daughter somewhere in the afternoon. I balked at going, but at the last minute, I tweaked and printed my resume, put on some business clothes, packed my brief case, and went! 



I'm glad I did, because United Way was the first booth I visited, and I knew when they handed me the job description that it was exactly what I wanted. I applied and did a mini-interview on the spot, and was hired less than a week later to work about 17 hours a week. The job is answering crisis and referral calls, which could be anything from someone needing help with their electric bill to someone contemplating suicide. That, of course, takes some special training, which starts in two weeks. So for the past two weeks, I have been reading training manuals and doing outgoing follow-up calls. I check to see if our clients have received the assistance they were requesting, and if they were satisfied with the 2-1-1 service. Today I talked to a precious 94 year old lady who is lovingly caring for her husband of 73 years, even though he has dementia. She is so thankful for the referral to Meals on Wheels. I love my job!






I am creating...




I'm still working on my newest blog, a multi-faceted devotional Bible study called Wisdom from James. Two chapters down, three to go!

I am listening...


"Found Tonight" is an amazing mash-up of "The Story Of Tonight" by Lin-Manuel Miranda from "Hamilton" and "You Will Be Found" by Ben Platt from "Dear Evan Hansen". The two songs go together so well, and it's my absolute favorite song to listen to while driving to work since it helps me think of the people I will be serving on the phone. 


A snippet of the lyrics...

Even when the dark comes crashing through
When you need a friend to carry you
When you're broken on the ground
You will be found
So let the sun come streaming in
'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again
If you only look around
You will be found

And when our children tell their story
You will be found
They'll tell the story of tonight
Oh, no matter what they tell you
Tomorrow there'll be more of us
Telling the story of tonight
The story of tonight



I am hoping...

Like so many of you, I've been glued to the news of the boys' soccer team trapped in a water-filled cave in Thailand. As of now, eight boys have been rescued by expert divers, and there are four more boys and their coach waiting for rescue. The whole world is hoping that they will be brought to safety and that all of them will make a full recovery after over two weeks of hunger, darkness, and fear. It's what makes the song "Found Tonight" even more poignant.

Even when the dark comes crashing through
When you need a friend to carry you
When you're broken on the ground
You will be found




At the same time, I remember that these are not the only children in Thailand who need rescue. "Thailand is a major source, transit, and destination country for men, women, and children trafficked for the purposes of sexual exploitation and forced labor." Find out more here: Destiny Rescue / Thailand.


I am learning...

I was going to write about learning how to use the Trello online software to organize my tasks, but I remembered I already wrote about it in a post on my This Mom Grows Up blog. You can find that post here: This Mom Starts a New Chapter.


However, related to this, I'm still trying to learn to make the best use of my time, especially since I am starting three classes at seminary in September. I already bought all of my textbooks. One of the recent arrivals for my Church History class is The Rule of St. Benedict. I knew already that it has much to say about living an orderly life, but after skimming through it, I'll just say I'm really glad I don't live in a Benedictine monastery. So many rules! Such a rigid schedule! Eek! I just don't function that way. 

In my kitchen...

A little cooking inspiration? I think I'm going to try some of these ideas to replace my sandwich when I pack lunches for work!




Post script...


This is the part of the daybook where we're encouraged to pass along a favorite link. So this month, it's my new employer, Heart of Florida United WayPlease check out what we do, and how you can participate!









Shared quote...

Since I'm featuring United Way today, I have to share a poem that is on an award plaque from City Year. It's one I often included in my literature unit studies when I taught home school co-op classes. I'm glad to see it each day as I step off the elevator at work.




The Bridge Builder

An old man going a lone highway,
Came, at the evening cold and gray,
To a chasm vast and deep and wide.
Through which was flowing a sullen tide
The old man crossed in the twilight dim,
The sullen stream had no fear for him;
But he turned when safe on the other side
And built a bridge to span the tide.

“Old man,” said a fellow pilgrim near,
“You are wasting your strength with building here;
Your journey will end with the ending day,
You never again will pass this way;
You’ve crossed the chasm, deep and wide,
Why build this bridge at evening tide?”

The builder lifted his old gray head;
“Good friend, in the path I have come,” he said,
“There followed after me to-day
A youth whose feet must pass this way.
This chasm that has been as naught to me
To that fair-haired youth may a pitfall be;
He, too, must cross in the twilight dim;
Good friend, I am building this bridge for him!”

A moment from my day

A dear friend - the one who inspired me to go to seminary - called to check in on me. Yesterday, she drove 14 hours up to Asbury Seminary's main campus in Wilmore, Kentucky. She's taking her last class, a week-long intensive in Christian leadership, for her MDiv degree. It was so good to talk with her about a bunch of different things. I am so thankful for her friendship. Please pray for Patricia as she discerns what is her own path in ministry in the days, months, and years to come. And for me too, as I start at Asbury's Orlando campus. 


Closing notes
This moment. Right now. I'm thinking now of those who will read my blog. I hope your life is going well now, and that you will reach out for help if it's not. 

No matter where we are or what is going on in our lives, may we all be Bridge Builders.

Grace and peace,
Virginia Knowles


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