Showing posts with label Grace and Wonder. Show all posts
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Saturday, November 30, 2019

Dear Bezalel (An Advent Poem for Artists)



Dear Bezalel,

May I write to you from many millennia hence?
I am in awe as I think of your life:
You were a man of exiled Israel, enslaved in Egypt
Miraculously rescued in the Exodus through the Red Sea
Sojourner in the wilderness with Moses and all your people.

It is said that you were filled with the Spirit, 
The very first person of whom this was written.
And that God himself, the great Creator and Redeemer
Called and gifted you as a master artist and craftsman and designer
To create a tabernacle with beauty and excellence in the desert.

So along with Oholiab and your company of skilled women and men,
You hammered, chiseled, carved, engraved, and set in patterns
These things: gold, silver, bronze, wood, and sparkling precious stones 
You also spun, wove, dyed and embroidered cloth for  
The walls coverings and liturgical linens and priestly ephods.

And so arose the tabernacle, that moveable sacred space
For the Glory of God to dwell in the midst of his people
As you all wandered your way to the Promised Land
For forty years, gathering manna to eat, 
Following a pillar of cloud by day, a pillar of fire by night.

Your very own hands built the Ark of the Covenant
Reliquary for all the Holy Things in the Most Holy Place.
And the angelic Mercy Seat to be sprinkled with the blood of sacrifice.
What was it like, Brother Bezalel, to bring into existence
The very first earthly dwelling for the Most High God?

This is why I am in awe all these thousands of years later.
Your work was an act of worship, an example of devotion
Yet now you and your beautiful and sacred holy tent are long gone. 
So are the Jerusalem temples that came later.
Yet the Glory of God abides! Where?

The Glory dwells not in buildings made of human hands.
For God himself came down to earth in human form, Incarnate.
Tabernacled for a time in Mary’s womb,
This Jesus, too, sojourned in a desert wilderness
But he, the Bread of Life, had no manna to eat.

Walking among us, face to face, hand to hand, heart to heart
The Divine Son taught and healed and prayed.
And when he had offered himself as the holy sacrifice 
And was resurrected from the dead, he ascended to Heaven
To build a house for us, a beautiful glorious home.

And then he sent the Holy Spirit to fill all of us
So that we, as his people, might be 
The very tabernacle of God’s holy presence on earth.
Did you dream of this, dear Bezalel? 
Could you even imagine what your tabernacle foretold?

And so in grateful remembrance of you, I think of how 
I too can create spiritual space for people to meet with God
In the work of my hands, in the labors of my heart and mind
And like you, may I be freshly filled with the Spirit of God
And know the Glory of his presence in this place.

~*~*~



I write an Advent poem each year, missing only one year in the last 12 or so. Each year, I muse on what I will write, and each year, it comes to me on its own.

This morning, I was laying in bed reading a fascinating and inspiring book on my phone's Kindle app for one of my seminary classes. Streams of Living Water by Richard Foster explores several faith traditions in Christianity: Contemplative, Holiness, Charismatic, Social Justice, Evangelical, and Incarnational. For each one, he sketches a Biblical character, a historical example, and a more contemporary person who exemplifies that theme. I am in the final section, which includes the stories of Susannah Wesley (Mother of Methodism), Dag Hammarskjöld (Swedish diplomat who was head of UN), and Bezalel. I sighed with satisfaction when I saw his name as one who brought God's presence into daily life through tangible means. Though obscure, he's always been one of my favorite Old Testament heroes, appearing in Exodus 31-37 as... an artist! Here are excerpts from the Scripture: 

Then the Lord said to Moses, “See, I have chosen Bezalel son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah, and I have filled him with the Spirit of God, with wisdom, with understanding, with knowledge and with all kinds of skills— to make artistic designs for work in gold, silver and bronze, to cut and set stones, to work in wood, and to engage in all kinds of crafts. Moreover, I have appointed Oholiab son of Ahisamak, of the tribe of Dan, to help him. Also I have given ability to all the skilled workers to make everything I have commanded you: the tent of meeting, the ark of the covenant law with the atonement cover on it, and all the other furnishings of the tent— the table and its articles, the pure gold lampstand and all its accessories, the altar of incense, the altar of burnt offering and all its utensils, the basin with its stand— and also the woven garments, both the sacred garments for Aaron the priest and the garments for his sons when they serve as priests, and the anointing oil and fragrant incense for the Holy Place. They are to make them just as I commanded you.” Exodus 31:1-11
He has filled them with skill to do all kinds of work as engravers, designers, embroiderers in blue, purple and scarlet yarn and fine linen, and weavers—all of them skilled workers and designers. Exodus 35:35
I got interrupted while reading Streams of Living Water. Then, inspired by what I'd read of Bezalel there so far, I wrote the poem. Later I went back to finish the chapter in the book, since I have a paper to write on it this weekend. I was quite amused to see that Foster had also picked up on the idea of Jesus "tabernacling" in Mary's womb, as well as God's presence now dwelling in his people through the Holy Spirit. Sweet affirmation of my poetic thoughts. 

I wrote the last stanza trying to bring it even further forward to the now. Yes, God's presence is available to each of us, but I wanted to acknowledge the role that creativity (especially the arts) still plays in the Christian faith tradition. I am not a professional "maker" but I dabble in many forms. I painted when I was in high school and college, and have tried to pick that up a little bit in my fifties. For visual arts, I mostly do calligraphy & lettering, photography, word burning/dyeing, and tie dye. I am also a poet, but I guess you know that already since you just read one of my poems. Most of my artistic/poetic work also reflects my faith, since I do really want to, as I said, "create spiritual space for people to meet with God."

Another facet of the Incarnational stream of Christianity is the use of liturgy and the arts. Last December I visited an Episcopal congregation, Church of the Incarnation, with a friend. We both stayed, and both now serve at the prayer altar and as Scripture lectionary readers. I love the liturgy. I love the small lakeside chapel in the woods with the Jesus icons on the wall. This past summer, I even attempted to make a very small icon painting of my own.

Icon from Stations of the Cross series
-artist unknown-
St. Augustine Chapel (Church of the Incarnation)
Canterbury Retreat Center

"Icon: Incarnation"
by Virginia Knowles, 2019
Water color creams

Speaking of Sacred Space, I am also a cathedral lover. You can find many cathedral photo posts on this blog (mostly from Paris and Geneva) but these two actually have liturgical poems that I wrote. 


  

If you'd like to read my other Advent poems, you'll find them in the links below.
If you would like to see some of my other liturgical art, you'll find it here:
Here's a painting I did in college, depicting how the sacrifice of Jesus opened the way into the Most Holy Place. 


Did you know that when Jesus died on the cross, the heavy curtain in the temple (which separated the worshipers from the direct presence of God in the Most Holy Place) tore from top to bottom.  So we can enter in, receiving his abundant mercy and grace! 
And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit. At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook, the rocks split and the tombs broke open. The bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to life. Matthew 27:50-52
Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. Hebrews 10:19-25
And finally, here are links to some of my seminary posts from my Watch the Shepherd blog

(Note: The colored woodcut at the top of this post is listed as "Bezalel and Oholiab Making the Ark of the Covenant" from the Nuremberg Bible Biblia Sacra Germanaica.) 

Friday, October 5, 2018

My Birthday Weekend in Maryland in September

Dear friends,

I'm a little late posting this, since it's been almost a month! I just didn't get finished editing. Not that you were holding your breath or anything...

So anyway, in my Simple Woman's Day Book post for August, I mentioned that I planned to go to Sarasota and St. Petersburg, Florida for my birthday weekend in September to see art museums and botanical gardens. I booked my hotel room and planned my itinerary - and then I changed my mind. 

Instead, I found a cheap flight on Frontier and decided to go "up home" to Maryland to see my sister Barb and my dad and their families. Dad and I share a birthday, so we were able to celebrate together! I got there on a Thursday evening and left there around Sunday noon. 


En route, in Orlando airport -
with only my backpack for luggage.

On Friday, my birthday, I spent the day with my sister. She had an appointment in historic Sykesville, so I wandered the boutiques and the indie bookstore A Likely Story until she was done. Then we enjoyed crepes at the French Twist cafe.


A Likely Story



My sister Barb at the French Twist

St. Paul's United Methodist Church

Next we went to Barnes & Noble to get some presents for my dad. She and her kids and I all bought him magazines, because she remembered he once told her the birthday cards were a waste of money when you could buy a magazine instead. She bought him an ancestry one, and I bought one on military heritage - both of them are interests of his. I splurged on copies of Bella Grace and Southern Cottage. 



We all met up at Bob Evans for our birthday dinner!


my Maryland family

On Saturday, my nephew Doug (a high school English teacher) kindly drove me down to the Washington National Cathedral in Washington, DC. He loves it as much as I do. 

The cathedral is full of creative beauty - so I still got my art fix. I accomplished my goals and got to see my family!



The Behind the Scenes tour was full, which is just as well since we could instead go to the very first ever African-American tour there. One thing that made a profound impression on me is that Ms. Williams would simply say, "Walk with me," when it was time to go to the next part of the cathedral. It was like she was saying, "Come along on this journey and learn with me..."


Doug and I with tour guide Jackie Williams -
note that I am wearing my rose window T-shirt from
Notre Dame, since I am a cathedral & stained glass lover.

Mosaics portraying Biblical characters
as people of color (which they were)

Needlepoint kneeler pillow honoring the legacy of
African-American educator Mary McLeod Bethune






Francis Asbury
Early Methodist circuit riding preacher
Namesake of my seminary and my church.




After our visit at the National Cathedral, Doug surprised me with a trip to the Franciscan Monastery of the Holy Land in America. The buildings and gardens are beautiful and inspiring!


















We picked up Chipotle on the way back to my sister's house, where I hung out for the evening with her family.

The next morning, I attended New Hope Lutheran with my dad and Anny. I love to see what they have created with their hands recently: blankets, quilts, baby kits, school kits, homeless outreach bags, and much more. They will be donated to both global and local community relief organizations. Anny personally knitted up a bunch of baby hats and I think she worked on the blankets, too.




And then, shortly after that, it was time to go back to the airport to fly home to my Florida family!

I hope you enjoyed the pretty pictures!

Blessings,
Virginia

Friday, June 1, 2018

Simple Woman's Daybook - June 2018






Hello friends!

I'm back with another Simple Woman's Daybook! (Check out my first one from April.

simple-woman-daybook-large.jpgI'll link this up to the TSW Daybook blog hop later this month. Maybe you'd like to give it a try too? It's SIMPLE! I'm just following the prompts! I must confess, though, that I have rearranged the sections due to what I'm writing about and how each part connects with the others this time around.



For Today...

Looking out my window...

Our backyard has a beautiful old magnolia tree in the corner, but sad to say, I very rarely go back there and I rarely even open the living room curtains to see it. I've known it's been in bloom for several weeks, but when I finally went out today I only saw two flowers. I don't know if that is because it is late in the season or because the tree is old and not blossoming as much. Next year, I'll get out there sooner to enjoy it! 


My late mother, a wonderful stained glass artist, created a magnolia piece for me many years ago.




I am thinking...

The summer can slip by so easily... School has been out for  a week now, and the three school age kids are just chilling. Two of them will also be doing high school credits online through Florida Virtual School, and one of them has a job, but that still leaves some time to spare. My two oldest sons, who are 18 and 20, still live at home, too, so I'm sure they'll take younger siblings on some adventures.

I'll bet we'll go to Rock Springs at Kelly Park, and other local nature spots. I did a photo post a Rock Springs a while back: Hidden Treasures from the Dark Places.




Maybe I'll also get us a membership at the Central Florida YMCA, because join fees are 75% off right now.







One of my favorite things...



One of my favorite things is actually a collection of pretty, sentimental knick knacks on a bookcase in my bedroom. I love looking at it every single day. 

I've read about the Swedish Death Cleaning method of decluttering a home. (Here's one article: What is 'Swedish death cleaning' and should you be doing it?) Simply said, "You get rid of all the stuff you’ve accumulated that you don’t need anymore — so that no one else has to do it for you after you pass." 

Well folks, this is the stuff I'm keeping. Let my kids do what they want with it when I'm gone. Fun thing to know: a lot of it I inherited from my mother after she passed away and I'm glad she kept it. There is more in my china cabinet, and some in my closet that I'll pass down to my kids if they want it.


~ one of my mom's porcelain sculptures ~
~ she particularly liked hummingbirds ~

The cottage village is one of my own collections. I love cottages and want to own one someday when my kids have all flown the nest. You can read about that here: My Cottage Dreams (Why Not Now?)

~~ cottage bought at a tea shop with friends ~~
~ stained glass candle shield made by my mother ~

~ plate I made at a pottery painting place
with some of my favorite words for life ~


I am wearing...


I'm wearing an ultra soft heather gray t-shirt I bought at the Vintage Market Days festival out in Geneva, Florida last October. On the t-shirt, the worstrong forms part of the coastline, since we'd just survived Hurricane Irma a few weeks earlier. (I'm guessing most of Florida has recovered, but Puerto Rico after Hurricane Maria is another story.)



I love vintage stores and festivals, and I'll try to go to the next local VMD event this September in Kissimmee. I think I'll go by myself this time since I like meandering at my own pace.

~ my VMD stash from last October ~

Oh, speaking of Irma, it's hurricane season again, as of today! Are you ready?

I am thankful...

I am thankful that I was accepted for admission to Asbury Theological Seminary (Orlando Dunnam campus) starting this September, and that they have offered me two generous scholarships. I didn't make it into the counseling program, but that's OK. I can still take counseling classes as electives, and I love the theology classes I get to take! The Master of Arts in Ministry program is shorter than the Pastoral Counseling degree, though I may bump it up to a longer ministry degree later on. I start classes just a few days before I turn 55 - a little late in life, but better late than never, right? I still need to find a summer job to earn money for tuition. This is all a huge transition for me, since I've been mostly home with my 10 kids for the past 31 years.

Here I am after the Asbury graduation last month. My friend Patricia (left) graduated with her Master of Divinity and received the Basin & Towel award, and my friend Robyn (right) earned her Doctorate of Ministry. Lord willing, I'll be walking that stage to get my diploma in a few years!




I am reading... 






I am reading theology books. Seriously. One of my three courses - Inductive Bible Study, Gospel of Matthew - has over 300 pages of reading due by the second week. I'm getting a jump on it over the summer, along with books for the other two classes, which are Church History and Christian Ethics. My favorite local used bookstore, Brightlight Books, has thousands of theology books in stock. I traded in home school books (the end of an era after 26 years) and used my store credit for several of my theology text books. I still have a bunch more to buy.


I ordered the Kindle version of the main Inductive Bible Study text book to get it faster and because it's so much easier on my eyes than reading a print version because I can adjust the font size. 


I am creating...






I've been working on a new blog, a multi-faceted devotional Bible study on the book of James. For each Scripture passage, Wisdom from James features:

  • Read+Reflect+Respond: study questions, applications, a hymn, a prayer
  • My Reflections: expanded paraphrase, an essay (often on how the verses have been miscontrued), my poems
  • Study Helps: alternate versions, related Bible verses, commentaries

Someone asked how I decided to start this blog, and why the book of James? My answer to the second question was simply, "It comes after Hebrews." That's not mystical. It just happened that I had been reading and studying the book of Hebrews for my own devotional time, and then decided to keep going on with the very next book. At the time, I was reading the passages on my phone, copying them in to the Day One journal app, and then tapping in my comments and paraphrases. One day I decided to share a paraphrased passage on Facebook, and friends who like it encouraged me to write a devotional. I considered compiling an e-book to sell online, but after talking to an old friend who has published e-books, I decided on a different plan. This material seems more suited to a blog with links from one place to another. People can click on what they want to see, whether it is a different facet of the same passage, or links to articles on other websites or on my other blogs. So instead of a project with monetary profit, it's more a labor of love. Plus, it's helping me prepare for seminary.

Take a peek at: Wisdom from James.

I am listening...




I finally went to watch The Greatest Showman in the dollar theater since I'm too cheap to pay full price. I loved the movie! I downloaded my five favorite songs on iTunes, and I listen to them as I exercise in my mini-gym, as well as just for plain enjoyment. The songs I liked best are:

I also really enjoyed watching The Black Panther movie at the dollar theater. The cinematography was stunning, and I loved the portrayal of empowered women, as well as the contrast between traditional and technological.

I am hoping...

I'm hoping to improve my daily routine. Little bit by little bit! I found a web site, Develop Good Habits, that teaches how to build habit stacks. I'm working to be more consistent with a morning habit stack and an evening habit stack for hygiene, medications, water, exercise, reading, prayer, etc. 

I am learning...

I am learning that even though I don't always have extended time to create visual art, I can appreciate and honor the art of others.

My 12 year old daughter created these with inspiration from online videos.






I've been wanting to go to the Faith Arts Village Orlando (FAVO) 1st Friday art show for over a year. It's a collection of 32 small art studios in the re-purposed rooms of what used to be a motel. This artist, Jeryl Kain, paints rocks with the image of Jesus on them to be scattered around the city. Each has a Facebook page handle to learn more about the Good News.




To my surprise, our family friend Kevin, who grew up with my son-in-law, also exhibits his photography at FAVO. We had a lovely chat. Kevin donates his profits to charity.


On the way home, I drove by Park Lake and snapped a few nature photos of my own.





In my kitchen...


I've been pretty good about cooking at home for my family rather than hitting the fast food joints this month. But I still don't cook every night. 

I have three kids who work at Publix supermarkets, though not at the same stores. My 17 year old daughter started this week. She let me know that chicken tender subs were on sale, so when I dropped her off, I ordered a sub for three of my kids to split. I also noticed that their maple bourbon rotisserie chicken was on sale, so I got one of those too. Yum. Of course I went through the checkout line where she was bagging!


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One way I keep my kitchen in order -- other than by NOT cooking -- is with various containers. I have a two tier metal bread rack next to my toaster, and I keep a basket for miscellaneous stuff (rather than a junk drawer) and another basket for clean up cloths. Yes, I still use paper towels, and I definitely use canisters of pre-moistened cleaning wipes. But sometimes a good sturdy absorbent cloth is what's needed for scrubbing a counter or wiping up a big spill. I always like to keep them handy!



Post script...

This is the part of the daybook where we're encouraged to pass along a favorite link. I choose Country Living Magazine, because they've got a bunch of creative articles for home, garden, cooking, crafts and the country lifestyle. I don't subscribe, but I love to read it in waiting rooms!



Shared quote...


The inspiring quotes on these cards sum up the encouragement and motivation that I need as I make big bold brave transitions in my life.





A moment from my day


My son informed me that I had forgotten to buy trash bags, which he needed because he was cleaning his room. Glory be! That's a miracle around here. 

I dutifully trotted off to our 24 hour Super Walmart late at night to buy those trash bags. While I was there, I bought a frame for my daughter's water color, and a small candle to place inside my mother's stained glass candle shield.





Of course I couldn't find my van in the parking lot after I got out of the store at 11 pm. It's a good thing I have automatic keys that flash the headlights and taillights, or I might still be wandering around.

Closing Notes

Morning will be here all too soon, so I'm going to say good night now!

I hope that whenever you read this, you'll have a lovely and awesome day!



Grace and peace,

Virginia Knowles




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