Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts
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Saturday, November 30, 2019

Dear Bezalel (An Advent Poem for Artists)



Dear Bezalel,

May I write to you from many millennia hence?
I am in awe as I think of your life:
You were a man of exiled Israel, enslaved in Egypt
Miraculously rescued in the Exodus through the Red Sea
Sojourner in the wilderness with Moses and all your people.

It is said that you were filled with the Spirit, 
The very first person of whom this was written.
And that God himself, the great Creator and Redeemer
Called and gifted you as a master artist and craftsman and designer
To create a tabernacle with beauty and excellence in the desert.

So along with Oholiab and your company of skilled women and men,
You hammered, chiseled, carved, engraved, and set in patterns
These things: gold, silver, bronze, wood, and sparkling precious stones 
You also spun, wove, dyed and embroidered cloth for  
The walls coverings and liturgical linens and priestly ephods.

And so arose the tabernacle, that moveable sacred space
For the Glory of God to dwell in the midst of his people
As you all wandered your way to the Promised Land
For forty years, gathering manna to eat, 
Following a pillar of cloud by day, a pillar of fire by night.

Your very own hands built the Ark of the Covenant
Reliquary for all the Holy Things in the Most Holy Place.
And the angelic Mercy Seat to be sprinkled with the blood of sacrifice.
What was it like, Brother Bezalel, to bring into existence
The very first earthly dwelling for the Most High God?

This is why I am in awe all these thousands of years later.
Your work was an act of worship, an example of devotion
Yet now you and your beautiful and sacred holy tent are long gone. 
So are the Jerusalem temples that came later.
Yet the Glory of God abides! Where?

The Glory dwells not in buildings made of human hands.
For God himself came down to earth in human form, Incarnate.
Tabernacled for a time in Mary’s womb,
This Jesus, too, sojourned in a desert wilderness
But he, the Bread of Life, had no manna to eat.

Walking among us, face to face, hand to hand, heart to heart
The Divine Son taught and healed and prayed.
And when he had offered himself as the holy sacrifice 
And was resurrected from the dead, he ascended to Heaven
To build a house for us, a beautiful glorious home.

And then he sent the Holy Spirit to fill all of us
So that we, as his people, might be 
The very tabernacle of God’s holy presence on earth.
Did you dream of this, dear Bezalel? 
Could you even imagine what your tabernacle foretold?

And so in grateful remembrance of you, I think of how 
I too can create spiritual space for people to meet with God
In the work of my hands, in the labors of my heart and mind
And like you, may I be freshly filled with the Spirit of God
And know the Glory of his presence in this place.

~*~*~



I write an Advent poem each year, missing only one year in the last 12 or so. Each year, I muse on what I will write, and each year, it comes to me on its own.

This morning, I was laying in bed reading a fascinating and inspiring book on my phone's Kindle app for one of my seminary classes. Streams of Living Water by Richard Foster explores several faith traditions in Christianity: Contemplative, Holiness, Charismatic, Social Justice, Evangelical, and Incarnational. For each one, he sketches a Biblical character, a historical example, and a more contemporary person who exemplifies that theme. I am in the final section, which includes the stories of Susannah Wesley (Mother of Methodism), Dag Hammarskjöld (Swedish diplomat who was head of UN), and Bezalel. I sighed with satisfaction when I saw his name as one who brought God's presence into daily life through tangible means. Though obscure, he's always been one of my favorite Old Testament heroes, appearing in Exodus 31-37 as... an artist! Here are excerpts from the Scripture: 

Then the Lord said to Moses, “See, I have chosen Bezalel son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah, and I have filled him with the Spirit of God, with wisdom, with understanding, with knowledge and with all kinds of skills— to make artistic designs for work in gold, silver and bronze, to cut and set stones, to work in wood, and to engage in all kinds of crafts. Moreover, I have appointed Oholiab son of Ahisamak, of the tribe of Dan, to help him. Also I have given ability to all the skilled workers to make everything I have commanded you: the tent of meeting, the ark of the covenant law with the atonement cover on it, and all the other furnishings of the tent— the table and its articles, the pure gold lampstand and all its accessories, the altar of incense, the altar of burnt offering and all its utensils, the basin with its stand— and also the woven garments, both the sacred garments for Aaron the priest and the garments for his sons when they serve as priests, and the anointing oil and fragrant incense for the Holy Place. They are to make them just as I commanded you.” Exodus 31:1-11
He has filled them with skill to do all kinds of work as engravers, designers, embroiderers in blue, purple and scarlet yarn and fine linen, and weavers—all of them skilled workers and designers. Exodus 35:35
I got interrupted while reading Streams of Living Water. Then, inspired by what I'd read of Bezalel there so far, I wrote the poem. Later I went back to finish the chapter in the book, since I have a paper to write on it this weekend. I was quite amused to see that Foster had also picked up on the idea of Jesus "tabernacling" in Mary's womb, as well as God's presence now dwelling in his people through the Holy Spirit. Sweet affirmation of my poetic thoughts. 

I wrote the last stanza trying to bring it even further forward to the now. Yes, God's presence is available to each of us, but I wanted to acknowledge the role that creativity (especially the arts) still plays in the Christian faith tradition. I am not a professional "maker" but I dabble in many forms. I painted when I was in high school and college, and have tried to pick that up a little bit in my fifties. For visual arts, I mostly do calligraphy & lettering, photography, word burning/dyeing, and tie dye. I am also a poet, but I guess you know that already since you just read one of my poems. Most of my artistic/poetic work also reflects my faith, since I do really want to, as I said, "create spiritual space for people to meet with God."

Another facet of the Incarnational stream of Christianity is the use of liturgy and the arts. Last December I visited an Episcopal congregation, Church of the Incarnation, with a friend. We both stayed, and both now serve at the prayer altar and as Scripture lectionary readers. I love the liturgy. I love the small lakeside chapel in the woods with the Jesus icons on the wall. This past summer, I even attempted to make a very small icon painting of my own.

Icon from Stations of the Cross series
-artist unknown-
St. Augustine Chapel (Church of the Incarnation)
Canterbury Retreat Center

"Icon: Incarnation"
by Virginia Knowles, 2019
Water color creams

Speaking of Sacred Space, I am also a cathedral lover. You can find many cathedral photo posts on this blog (mostly from Paris and Geneva) but these two actually have liturgical poems that I wrote. 


  

If you'd like to read my other Advent poems, you'll find them in the links below.
If you would like to see some of my other liturgical art, you'll find it here:
Here's a painting I did in college, depicting how the sacrifice of Jesus opened the way into the Most Holy Place. 


Did you know that when Jesus died on the cross, the heavy curtain in the temple (which separated the worshipers from the direct presence of God in the Most Holy Place) tore from top to bottom.  So we can enter in, receiving his abundant mercy and grace! 
And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit. At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook, the rocks split and the tombs broke open. The bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to life. Matthew 27:50-52
Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. Hebrews 10:19-25
And finally, here are links to some of my seminary posts from my Watch the Shepherd blog

(Note: The colored woodcut at the top of this post is listed as "Bezalel and Oholiab Making the Ark of the Covenant" from the Nuremberg Bible Biblia Sacra Germanaica.) 

Sunday, December 23, 2018

We Can Rise (Advent Poem 2018)


We Can Rise
by Virginia Knowles, Advent 2018

We can rise because he descended
Glory upon Glory dwelling in a tiny child
Meek and mild in a manger.
This is the exquisite mystery of
The Son of God and Son of Man
Redeeming the ashes of death through his birth
And so we rise to new life

We can rise because he descended
The Shepherd Savior rescuing his lambs
From the dark and rocky crevices
Where evil lurks and thorns entangle
He longs to lead us home to safe haven
Gentle yet strong arms free us, lift us up
And so we rise in new liberty

We can rise because he descended
As the Great Physician tending the sick
He heals the wounded heart and yet much more
He brings a fullness and wellness
By sacrificing himself, his very life, body and blood
Then rising victorious over sin and death
And so we rise in new strength

We can rise because he descended
As the sovereign Head of his new body
Gathered together from saints made new
Living temple, royal priests rising to serve
Rising to descend as he did
To lift others to his life and liberty and strength
And so we rise in new love.

And though we too descend again and again
Still we rise and rise and rise and rise.

My other Advent poems:


Friday, April 13, 2018

Simple Woman's Daybook - April 2018


Hello friends!

Since I'm in an eclectic mood at the moment, I've decided to use the Simple Woman's Daybook format to get back into the swing of things here at this blog! I'll link this up up to the TSW Daybook blog hop next month. Maybe you'd like to give it a try too? It's SIMPLE! I'm just following the prompts!



For Today...


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Looking out my window...

This isn't out my window, but I love the way the light hit the net curtains and the sill.



This next one isn't exactly my window, but it's one I want to share!


This is a skylight window surrounded by stained glass panels at the Charles Hosmer Morse Museum in Winter Park, Florida. Admission is free on Friday evenings this month, so I took the two younger kids for an hour or so tonight. We've all been there many times! They have the most  comprehensive collection of stained glass by Louis Comfort Tiffany, as well as a lot of American folk art. My late mother was a stained glass artist, and I inherited her tools and glass. Someday, I'll give it a whirl.

I am thinking...

I've been thinking a lot about the future, and what I'm doing to move forward. I've had a lot of transitions in recent years, with old chapters ending and new ones beginning.  I'm thinking BIG GOALS (I've applied to seminary and now I'm in wait mode!) and I'm thinking about smaller daily stuff, like keeping up with dishes, laundry, groceries, budgeting... Oh, and driving kids everywhere. I am perpetually tweaking my systems, trying to think of ways to make things run smoother. And I'm pondering my direction. I want to know that I'm doing what I'm essentially meant to do in this life, and that I'll leave a legacy for the future.



Oddly, this future thinking also takes me to the past. I've picked up researching genealogy again, though only through the family tree of my maternal grandfather this time. As I click back through the centuries and continents on Ancestry.com, it fascinates me to think about back then and over there. What were the hopes and dreams of my foremothers Mary, Sancha, Delia, Appolonie, Hawise, Maud, Metje, Maria Magdalena, Agnes, Giovanni, Thankful, Deliverance, Comfort, and the hundreds of others on my list? What were their big goals in life? What life lessons did they teach their children? This week I discovered that some of my ancestors were banished from the Massachusetts Bay Colony along with Anne Hutchinson and Roger Williams. And funny thing is, a friend who subs at a public school brought over a few books they were discarding. This was the top one....


I am thankful...

I'm thankful for my family. We had all 10 kids and most of the grandchildren over for Easter dinner. I forgot to take pictures until after some of them had left, but I did get this one later on with several of the middle kids.


And here are my dear friends Molly and Patricia on Easter morning at church. I am so thankful for these ladies and their warm welcome! Patricia is graduating from Asbury Seminary soon and she has been a wonderful mentor for me.


One of my favorite things...

A year ago, I made a large blue writing table using the existing base of a small tilting table. It's well worn by now, but I still love it. You will see little bits of it in this post. The bottom edge of the desk is wood burned with the words: "Fill your soul with all good things and let the beauty pour forth." That's my motto for life.



I am creating...


Though I dabble in many forms of art, right now I am mainly focusing on photography and blogging. You can see both in these posts on my Watch the Shepherd blog:

I'm also trying to learn calligraphy.  I have a bunch of calligraphy markers. It took several tries to get this right. It's not super recent (from late last year) but it's my favorite piece.



I am wearing...


I love stained glass, especially rose windows. The one on this shirt is from Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris. I wore this tonight when we were visiting the Morse Museum. The photo at the top of this post is a rose window in the chapel at the Morse. I can't always travel to Europe to see castles and cathedrals, but I can appreciate the beauty around me!

I'm not much of a clothes person, but last week I spent a whole day shopping for business professional clothes, mainly for my seminary counseling department group interview. I settled on a mid length black skirt and jacket, with a short sleeve blue sweater that I already had. Whatever I end up doing - going to grad school or going back to work - I'm going to need some decent non-mommyish clothes.


I am reading... 

I decided when I applied to seminary that whether I go or not, I am still going to apply myself to studying theology by reading real books (especially old ones) and not just blog posts and other online resources. 

Church history is a deep love of mine (or a dark hobby if you consider how much I research dysfunction in religious movements), so I just finished up biographies of John Wesley (British founder of the Methodist church) and his contemporary Hannah More (British poet, educator, abolitionist, reformer). Then I polished off Booked, the literary memoir by Karen Swallow Prior, who also wrote the More bio. 

Now I'm finishing up In Search of Deep Faith by Jim Belcher, who took his family on a pilgrimage to Europe to learn about the people and places of our Christian heritage. Today I read about Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the German pastor executed for his part in the Resistance movement during World War II; I need to find a full length biography of him, too. 


And along with all of this, because I love vintage theology so much, I've been reading through a daily devotional that's over a century old.




And lastly, I just ordered these books by Vinita Hampton Wright, and have already started dipping into them...


In the Bible, I'm currently working through the book of Hebrews. 

I am listening...

A short playlist of beauty, joy, and authenticity...

I am hoping...

... that I figure out what I'm doing soon! Being in the limbo of waiting can be uncomfortable. But I've learned to keep moving forward and to work toward a variety of possibilities in the meantime. I've blown already through Plan A, Plan B, Plan C... Or should I say Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3? It's all good. No matter what, I know that God is always with me, and he's not done working in my life yet! This quote is from that devotional book.


I am learning...

...slowly, to find that sweet spot between rest and work. Even within the realm of work, I have to discern when to do brain work (study and writing) and when to do manual work (taking care of my home and my health). I want to be productive rather than lazy, but I don't want to be driven to busy-ness by unrealistic expectations, comparisons with others, or shame at not being enough. There is a time to sit and think, and a time to get up and do. You'd think at age 54, I would have figured all of this out by now. But life changes, doesn't it? 

I do know I need to exercise more. This mini-gym makes it much easier for me. Nothing complicated. Hand weights and resistance bands, step, foam roller, balance board, and a small pedal machine.



In my kitchen...

One of my recent goals has been to start cooking more real meals for my family instead of relying so much on convenience foods and fast food. Yesterday was National Grilled Cheese Day, so that was easy enough. Tonight I set out a southern feast of leftover chili, warm cornbread with butter, hash browns, fried ham, and fresh pineapple. Ben said, "BET!" That's slang: he likes it. I still have to clean up the remains...


I often make protein smoothies for myself. I was getting tired of our blender jar always being dirty when I needed it, so I bought myself an immersion mixer which is really easy to rinse off right after I used it. I'm not sure why I didn't think of this before!




Post script...

This is the part of the daybook where we're encouraged to pass along a favorite link. I want to feature the blog of my brave friend Susan Moore, who is a survivor, an artist, and an encourager. She recently did a similar daybook post with a slightly different format. You can find it here: Currently. I started using the Day One journal app after reading about it on her blog.


Shared quote...


Quotes from Dietrich Bonhoeffer, German martyr...

“There is meaning in every journey that is unknown to the traveler.”

“We pray for the big things and forget to give thanks for the ordinary, small (and yet really not small) gifts. How can God entrust great things to one who will not thankfully receive from Him the little things?"

“The blessedness of waiting is lost on those who cannot wait, and the fulfillment of promise is never theirs. They want quick answers to the deepest questions of life and miss the value of those times of anxious waiting, seeking with patient uncertainties until the answers come. They lose the moment when the answers are revealed in dazzling clarity.”

“The awareness of a spiritual tradition that reaches through the centuries gives one a certain feeling of security in the face of all transitory difficulties.”

"Silence in the face of evil is itself evil: God will not hold us guiltless. Not to speak is to speak. Not to act is to act.”


A moment from my day

Here we are to share a photo of the daily-ness of our lives.


A few weeks ago I decided I needed to consolidate most of my files into one cabinet. Having all of my papers handy and organized makes a lot of sense in my every day  life. The bottom drawer is logistical stuff like bills, warranties, schedules, health records, van repair receipts, and budgets. I labeled it "la vie quotidienne avec ma famille" which means "daily life with my family." The other drawer is "belle renaissance du coeur" which means "beautiful rebirth of heart" - and it has more spiritually oriented papers on spiritual growth, church, theology, ministry, social justice, writing, and speaking. This two drawer system is kind of like a picture of my life. I have both things to think about and work on. Eek. How do I integrate all of it without compromising any of it? 

0h, and truth be told, I do not even speak much French. It just seemed more elegant. :-) That's where Google Translate comes in handy, oui? 

Closing Notes
Wow! This has been a long post! Thanks for reading these snippets of my life. Can you please pray for me and for my family, that we will walk our journey well, with faith and hope and joy?

Grace and peace,
Virginia Knowles


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