Saturday, November 30, 2019

Dear Bezalel (An Advent Poem for Artists)



Dear Bezalel,

May I write to you from many millennia hence?
I am in awe as I think of your life:
You were a man of exiled Israel, enslaved in Egypt
Miraculously rescued in the Exodus through the Red Sea
Sojourner in the wilderness with Moses and all your people.

It is said that you were filled with the Spirit, 
The very first person of whom this was written.
And that God himself, the great Creator and Redeemer
Called and gifted you as a master artist and craftsman and designer
To create a tabernacle with beauty and excellence in the desert.

So along with Oholiab and your company of skilled women and men,
You hammered, chiseled, carved, engraved, and set in patterns
These things: gold, silver, bronze, wood, and sparkling precious stones 
You also spun, wove, dyed and embroidered cloth for  
The walls coverings and liturgical linens and priestly ephods.

And so arose the tabernacle, that moveable sacred space
For the Glory of God to dwell in the midst of his people
As you all wandered your way to the Promised Land
For forty years, gathering manna to eat, 
Following a pillar of cloud by day, a pillar of fire by night.

Your very own hands built the Ark of the Covenant
Reliquary for all the Holy Things in the Most Holy Place.
And the angelic Mercy Seat to be sprinkled with the blood of sacrifice.
What was it like, Brother Bezalel, to bring into existence
The very first earthly dwelling for the Most High God?

This is why I am in awe all these thousands of years later.
Your work was an act of worship, an example of devotion
Yet now you and your beautiful and sacred holy tent are long gone. 
So are the Jerusalem temples that came later.
Yet the Glory of God abides! Where?

The Glory dwells not in buildings made of human hands.
For God himself came down to earth in human form, Incarnate.
Tabernacled for a time in Mary’s womb,
This Jesus, too, sojourned in a desert wilderness
But he, the Bread of Life, had no manna to eat.

Walking among us, face to face, hand to hand, heart to heart
The Divine Son taught and healed and prayed.
And when he had offered himself as the holy sacrifice 
And was resurrected from the dead, he ascended to Heaven
To build a house for us, a beautiful glorious home.

And then he sent the Holy Spirit to fill all of us
So that we, as his people, might be 
The very tabernacle of God’s holy presence on earth.
Did you dream of this, dear Bezalel? 
Could you even imagine what your tabernacle foretold?

And so in grateful remembrance of you, I think of how 
I too can create spiritual space for people to meet with God
In the work of my hands, in the labors of my heart and mind
And like you, may I be freshly filled with the Spirit of God
And know the Glory of his presence in this place.

~*~*~



I write an Advent poem each year, missing only one year in the last 12 or so. Each year, I muse on what I will write, and each year, it comes to me on its own.

This morning, I was laying in bed reading a fascinating and inspiring book on my phone's Kindle app for one of my seminary classes. Streams of Living Water by Richard Foster explores several faith traditions in Christianity: Contemplative, Holiness, Charismatic, Social Justice, Evangelical, and Incarnational. For each one, he sketches a Biblical character, a historical example, and a more contemporary person who exemplifies that theme. I am in the final section, which includes the stories of Susannah Wesley (Mother of Methodism), Dag Hammarskjöld (Swedish diplomat who was head of UN), and Bezalel. I sighed with satisfaction when I saw his name as one who brought God's presence into daily life through tangible means. Though obscure, he's always been one of my favorite Old Testament heroes, appearing in Exodus 31-37 as... an artist! Here are excerpts from the Scripture: 

Then the Lord said to Moses, “See, I have chosen Bezalel son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah, and I have filled him with the Spirit of God, with wisdom, with understanding, with knowledge and with all kinds of skills— to make artistic designs for work in gold, silver and bronze, to cut and set stones, to work in wood, and to engage in all kinds of crafts. Moreover, I have appointed Oholiab son of Ahisamak, of the tribe of Dan, to help him. Also I have given ability to all the skilled workers to make everything I have commanded you: the tent of meeting, the ark of the covenant law with the atonement cover on it, and all the other furnishings of the tent— the table and its articles, the pure gold lampstand and all its accessories, the altar of incense, the altar of burnt offering and all its utensils, the basin with its stand— and also the woven garments, both the sacred garments for Aaron the priest and the garments for his sons when they serve as priests, and the anointing oil and fragrant incense for the Holy Place. They are to make them just as I commanded you.” Exodus 31:1-11
He has filled them with skill to do all kinds of work as engravers, designers, embroiderers in blue, purple and scarlet yarn and fine linen, and weavers—all of them skilled workers and designers. Exodus 35:35
I got interrupted while reading Streams of Living Water. Then, inspired by what I'd read of Bezalel there so far, I wrote the poem. Later I went back to finish the chapter in the book, since I have a paper to write on it this weekend. I was quite amused to see that Foster had also picked up on the idea of Jesus "tabernacling" in Mary's womb, as well as God's presence now dwelling in his people through the Holy Spirit. Sweet affirmation of my poetic thoughts. 

I wrote the last stanza trying to bring it even further forward to the now. Yes, God's presence is available to each of us, but I wanted to acknowledge the role that creativity (especially the arts) still plays in the Christian faith tradition. I am not a professional "maker" but I dabble in many forms. I painted when I was in high school and college, and have tried to pick that up a little bit in my fifties. For visual arts, I mostly do calligraphy & lettering, photography, word burning/dyeing, and tie dye. I am also a poet, but I guess you know that already since you just read one of my poems. Most of my artistic/poetic work also reflects my faith, since I do really want to, as I said, "create spiritual space for people to meet with God."

Another facet of the Incarnational stream of Christianity is the use of liturgy and the arts. Last December I visited an Episcopal congregation, Church of the Incarnation, with a friend. We both stayed, and both now serve at the prayer altar and as Scripture lectionary readers. I love the liturgy. I love the small lakeside chapel in the woods with the Jesus icons on the wall. This past summer, I even attempted to make a very small icon painting of my own.

Icon from Stations of the Cross series
-artist unknown-
St. Augustine Chapel (Church of the Incarnation)
Canterbury Retreat Center

"Icon: Incarnation"
by Virginia Knowles, 2019
Water color creams

Speaking of Sacred Space, I am also a cathedral lover. You can find many cathedral photo posts on this blog (mostly from Paris and Geneva) but these two actually have liturgical poems that I wrote. 


  

If you'd like to read my other Advent poems, you'll find them in the links below.
If you would like to see some of my other liturgical art, you'll find it here:
Here's a painting I did in college, depicting how the sacrifice of Jesus opened the way into the Most Holy Place. 


Did you know that when Jesus died on the cross, the heavy curtain in the temple (which separated the worshipers from the direct presence of God in the Most Holy Place) tore from top to bottom.  So we can enter in, receiving his abundant mercy and grace! 
And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit. At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook, the rocks split and the tombs broke open. The bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to life. Matthew 27:50-52
Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. Hebrews 10:19-25
And finally, here are links to some of my seminary posts from my Watch the Shepherd blog

(Note: The colored woodcut at the top of this post is listed as "Bezalel and Oholiab Making the Ark of the Covenant" from the Nuremberg Bible Biblia Sacra Germanaica.) 

Wednesday, September 4, 2019

Travel 2019: Maryland, Pennsylvania, DC, Virginia



Hello! Ready to travel to Maryland, Pennsylvania, Washington DC and Virginia with me - in photos, that is? This post is a bit belated. I'm writing it in September, but it's all about July!

My late mother's family has been having Hess reunions in Pennsylvania for several decades. The first I remember was 1976, which is when and where I became a Christian. Other more recent reunions in 2006, 2012, and 2014 have also been important to me. And this time, the older generation, my mother's cousins, decided to pass along the responsibility for organizing it to someone younger. I gladly volunteered! We started planning last year.

Fortunately, I found round trip tickets from Orlando to Baltimore for under $100. I took my three teens and my daughter's friend.


I always travel with my scarf / shawl, a present from one of my daughters a long time ago.


 

Butterflies in the front yard as soon as I get to Maryland! I didn't even make it into my dad's house before I was snapping photos!


The day after we arrived, I drove our rental SUV up to Philadelphia to retrieve my sister from Jefferson Memorial, where she had gone for a week of migraine treatment. She wanted to take a short diversion to get our photo at LOVE Park but she was disappointed by the size of the iconic statue.




Another adult son flew up the day after us. We headed down to Washington, D.C. on the Metrorail for the day. The older ones split off on their own while I took my youngest to the National Archives and the National Gallery of Art. I took a lot more photos, but my phone met an unhappy demise a few days later and I lost whatever I didn't upload to Facebook along the way.




Of course the kids were ready to play cards with their three cousins while we were in Maryland. By this time, two other adult daughters and a son-in-law had also arrived.


These two look and act like twins, but they were born 10 years and two days apart!


On Friday, we split into three cars with kids and my dad, and headed to Pennsylvania for the reunion. One son lost his glasses out the van window on the highway. Oops. We had a buffet dinner scheduled for the evening with our relatives before the main reunion picnic the next day.

Here's the whole clan - 70 or 80 of us?


I'm with my sister, who due to her migraines didn't last very long at the picnic. She's still glad she came to see our relatives.


I was the MC, and since I was counting my work at this reunion as my community service project for a seminary class, I also shared some of our family's faith heritage. This started with two tales of Puritans-behaving-badly, but there were some positive ones, too! We have a long Quaker and Methodist heritage which I've written about elsewhere.


These are my mother's remaining cousins, all grandchildren of Charles and Mary Hess, who were married in 1904. These are their grandchildren, and with all the new babies, there are another four generations after that! Unfortunately, one of my duties was also to report the many deaths in the family since the last reunion. Sigh.


I planned a "fun" hike for the next day. I remembered back to my college days when we had hiked at Rickett's Glen State Park, where there are gorgeous waterfalls. I invited anyone who wanted to join us... My daughter tried to warn me how steep the trail would be, based on the web site. Well, about that! We started with my aunt, my father, my cousin's family, and another of my mother's cousins, as well as my own kids. Three of our hikers were over the age of 80. Remember that.

It started well. Let's just say it all went downhill from there. Literally.



I asked my son to take a photo of my sitting at the edge of this small waterfall. Unfortunately, in the process, I lost my balance and tumbled headfirst over the waterfall into the water, miraculously missing the rocks. Two of my children saw me go over and thought I'd be dead. But I popped back up and climbed out laughing, just a bit shaken. We eventually located my glasses and my phone. The glasses were fine. The phone was not.




So I thought I'd be OK....


But I wasn't. The trail descended 1000 feet in the next mile, and it was filled with slippery mud, tree roots, and loose rocks. My legs were wobbly from my waterfall woman-fall. I kept falling on the trail. Over and over. Eventually, two of my sons had to walk me down by the hand. I still barely made it I managed to make it out of there! I did some damage my backside! Don't laugh.



My daughter who is a nurse coached me down the trail too, keeping a close eye on me.



By this time, my mom's cousin had turned around, and my aunt and cousin's family had gone on ahead. My elderly father kept trucking along. He's in amazing shape. Better shape than me, actually.

We were supposed to climb up the 1000 feet along another path to the parking lot where our cars were. I knew I couldn't make it. My daughter discovered an alternate flat trail out to the road. We split the group, and four of us went the easy way, while the others, including my dad, went up up up. They retrieved the cars and picked us up later. Thus ends the exciting hiking saga. Remind me about the trails next time, will you?

The next day, the kids took off for King's Dominion (an amusement park in southern Virginia) in the rental SUV. My dad took me to Verizon to buy a new phone, then dropped me at the Metrorail station so I could carry on with my original plans for that day. I wanted to go to the Museum of the Bible, especially to see their Tapestry of Light exhibit, and then visit with friends in northern Virginia, where I had gone to high school.

I was limping all the way. I exited the subway station, walked six blocks in the wrong direction, and ended up calling Lyft to get me to the museum. The museum, which is six stories, is absolutely gorgeous. I was running so late that I only had about 2 hours there. I could have spent the whole day, and I will when I go back to Maryland next time. I'll have to give it it's own blog post!




Tapestry of Light exhibit created by Irene Barberis with glow-in-the-dark thread

Tapestry of Light exhibit 

The Good Samaritan by Egbert Modderman
Luther's Bible translations

The Bible translation exhibit

I stayed at the museum until closing, then took a Lyft back to the L'Enfant Metro station, then took another train out to Vienna, Virginia to meet up with my friends whom I knew in high school. We reconnected on Facebook a while back, and I knew I wanted to see them! They picked me up and drove me past our high school, W.T. Woodson, before going to their house. Then another high school friend came a bit later. We had an amazing time. I am so very thankful for their friendship. My kids picked me up that night on their way back from King's Dominion.




And the kids and I flew home the next day!

Phew! What a week! What a trip!

Thanks for coming along!


Family Reunion & Legacy Links:

Simple Woman's Daybook, September 2019

Hello friends!

It's another Simple Woman's Daybook! (Check out my posts from April, June, July, and August 2018 and January 2019.) I guess it's been a while? As always, I'm linking this up to the TSW Daybook blog hop. Maybe you'd like to give it a try too? It's pretty simple! 

For Today...

Looking out my window...

We've just had a mild brush with Hurricane Dorian. Our power went out around 9 last night, so I opened the windows to let the cool breeze in. The power came back on before 7 this morning, while I sat in my van charging my phone and chatting via Messenger with an American friend in Japan.  And now it's an easy breezy Wednesday afternoon.



In my garden...



Lantana flourishing!

I am thinking and I am thankful...

My daughter Lydia's wedding is in two days. I am so glad our area didn't have much storm damage, and we should be able to proceed with preparations! Here we are at her bridal shower with her fiance's mother, Beverly, on the left. 


I've known Bev for 17 years (though not nearly well enough!) since we went to church together until about 10 years ago. I'm touched that she suggested driving over to Clearwater together soon to see the Ringling Museum of Art. 

Meanwhile, let's get this wedding going! I'll be at the church tomorrow prepping the sanctuary and reception hall. 

I am wearing...


...the exact same thing I wore in my January post. So I'm using the same photo from then. Grace upon grace. Still so true!


What I will be wearing at the wedding is the "little black dress" that I wore to Joanna's wedding two years ago, as seen here.











One of my favorite things...

My CPAP machine, which I didn't get to use much last night. Amazing what you take for granted until you can't use it! I did get a few hours in with it this morning, though. Breathe! Oh, and I keep it in a hatbox on a side table wedged between my bed and my wall. Not glamorous, but quite functional!


I am creating...

Most of my art work lately is either photography or some sort of lettering. It is often calligraphy on paper, but I also like to do seasonal chalk art for my front hallway. I've already decorated this area for autumn. It is my tradition to put up some of the decorations before my birthday on September 7. It's also a way of wishing against the heat and humidity of Florida in summer...








I am listening...

  • Waymaker by Sinach


  • Old Church Choir by Zach Williams
  • The Breakup Song by Francesca Battistelli (about fear)

I am reading...

...Eat This Book by Eugene Peterson, who is brilliant of course. It is on reading Scripture as a narrative and bringing it to the interior of our hearts. Eat This Book was assigned for my Biblical Narrative class that I'm taking online at Asbury Theological Seminary this semester, along with a discipleship class called Gospel Catechesis. I checked the syllabus ahead of time and got an early jump on my text and Scripture readings the week before I was scheduled to start. I still had a lot of online work to do yesterday afternoon before the power went out. I watched lecture videos and posted on the discussion forums and then BLINK! Darkness! I was just in time!

Here's are a few of my books for this semester. Most of my texts are on Kindle. I read and write at my tilting table, which I dyed turquoise blue and wood burned along the bottom edge to say: "Fill your soul with all good things and let the beauty pour forth." That's one of my mottoes for life.



I am hoping...

...and completely trusting, that God will continue to guide my paths as he has done in rather unusual ways until now. In my Vocation of Ministry class during the summer we had to develop a "Rule of Life" (a plan for consecrated living), as well as a "Vision of Ministry" (what we think we will do with our seminary education). People often ask me about my ministry plans after I finish, and I usually reply, “I would like to work on a church staff as a versatile resource. I want to teach, disciple, mentor, and encourage women, as well as minister to those who are in vulnerable situations.” I believe that professional goal, or something similar to it, would fit my fluid, poetic, empathetic  personality and giftings. 

But I also realize this is a challenge since I am a divorced older woman with 10 mostly grown children. I was talking about this with a friend earlier this year, and she prayed that God would show me a "divinely elegant solution" - I love that phrase so much! It's been running through my head ever since I recalled this conversation a few days ago. What's it going to be, God? What's the plan?

Right now the plan is to slow down a bit. Instead of taking three classes as I've done in previous fall and spring semesters, I'm down to two. This is for two main reasons. I'm home schooling my youngest teen again, which was not in my plan when I started seminary a year ago. But she needs me, and she takes priority right now. I'm not giving up my life, but I am purposely adjusting it. The second reason is so that I can fully absorb what I'm learning by focusing my study time more intently. I love the ministry philosophy in this video, which happens to feature the aforementioned Eugene Peterson: Godspeed: The Pace of Being Known. It's funny that I saw this video last year and wished I could be part of the Anglican communion. And last December I did, quite unexpectedly, end up in a small Episcopal church with a dear friend and her husband, and so many sweet saints who love the Gospel, the Scriptures, prayer, and service to the community. The priest is also a graduate of the same seminary I attend. I'm so blessed.

I was reading this section from my January post and noted what I'd hoped then: "that my shoulder stops hurting." And it did! I went to an orthopedist for a cortisone shot which he said might last a few months, and it's been over six, and I'm so pleased. I did, however, fall off a waterfall this summer and hurt my back again, but that's another story.

In my kitchen...

Here is what is left of my hurricane stash. I think I'll be donating a whole lot of granola bars to a local community pantry, Hope Helps, via our church's Food on the Fourth program!


This is not my kitchen, but my daughter Mary's. I had stopped by after church last Sunday to bring birthday presents for my grandson, and while I was there, they were making pasta from scratch. I tried my hand at it.






I brought some of the yummy pasta home and froze it, and finally enjoyed it with butter today!

Shared Quote:

"Christians feed on Scripture. Holy Scripture nurtures the holy community as food nurtures the human body. Christians don't simply learn or study or use Scripture; we assimilate it, take it into our lives in such a way that it gets metabolized into acts of love, cups of cold water, missions into all the world, healing and evangelism and justice in Jesus' name, hands raised in adoration of the Father, feet washed in company with the Son." Eugene Peterson, Eat This Book, p. 18

"Stories suffer misinterpretation when we don't submit to them simply as stories. We are caught off-guard when divine revelation arrives in such ordinary garb and mistakenly thing that it's our job to dress it up in the latest Paris silk gown of theology, or to outfit it in a sturdy three-piece suit of ethics before we can deal with it. The simple, or not so simple, story is soon, like David under Saul's armor, so encumbered with moral admonitions, theological constructs, and scholarly debates that it can hardly move. There are, of course, always moral, theological, historical elements in these stories that need to be studied and ascertained, but never in spite of or in defiance of the story that is being told." Eugene Peterson, Eat This Book, p. 43

Post script...

In this section, we share a link! So here's a good blog: Healthy Spirituality with Jean Wise. Recent favorite articles have included The Spiritual Practice of Wonder and Visio Divina – The Practice and Resources

If you enjoyed reading my daybook and would like to create one of your own, HERE is the link to the format, guidelines and complete list of prompts.




Closing notes...

I pray all of God's abundant blessings on all who read this. 
Grace and peace,
Virginia Knowles
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